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Maybe I'm just over dramatic.
But sometimes I like to think that If I never went away, something could've happened with us. With as much shit that we went through, we could have roughed it out.
Sometimes I like to think that I believed you when you told me that you'd always make me happy.
And I'll admit, I miss the fuck out of you.
But, in my own weird way, I'm glad we didn't happen.
It makes me appreciate you more.
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Moving. Again. This time down to Tennessee.
Really excited, and really sad all at the same time.
I guess I'm just waiting for someone to stop me.
For at least one person to tell me that they actually need me to stay.
I know it won't happen, so I welcome change.
Change is good, right?
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I know you may never, ever see this.
And I know that you'd be pretty pissed to hear this coming from me right now, and maybe even more upset because I don't have to courage to say it to your face anymore.
But, I don't know what it is about you. I hate you.
Actually, I hate the fact that the more time I spend around you, I love you that much more.
This shouldn't be happening, but it is.
It is the ungodly, unspoken, ugly truth.
What the fuck happened?
If I could change everything, so that me and you would never have split up, I never would have fucked you over, and we could just be happy like we were before, believe me, I would.
So there it is, world. Everyone else gets to know but him.
Kudos to me for having no balls.
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| Everytime I'm on here we change our minds on where we're moving.
That being said, hello Owensville, ohio!
Moving in with Carmen Sandiego.
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| Moving to Kentucky, getting my car, and going to college for Philosophy.
Goodbye piece of shit town, hello new life adventures. =) |
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